p-Ja’S dIaRy…

1. What did you wish to be when you were a kid?
  - doctor

2. Did it come true?
- nope….jauh tersasar…hahahaha

3. Have you been to Paris?
- nope…x de duit maaa

4. Have you fallen off stairs?
- hehehehe…

5. Fallen in love?
- yup

6. The sweetest memory for you?
- when……..only me know

7. If you could go back to the past, which part would you prefer?
- after spm result release….x mo pilih mmu…nyesal

8. Have you ever broken up while you’re actually still in love with that person?
- yup

9. Have you ever got drunk?
- nope

10. Have you got betrayed by your friend?
- penah gak

11. How would you feel: you’re in love with someone but that someone is in love with
someone else?
- sucks la 2….

12. If you could go back to the past and allowed to meet one person only from the past, who would you wish to meet?
- mmmm…

::PRESENT::
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1. where are you?
- at home

2. where do you want to go?
- dok cni je laa wat maser nih

3. are you waiting for something?
- sumthin like wat ek?…mmm…nk tido je la nih

4. Do you work or study?
- study

5. are you missing someone?
- yup

6. how do you feel right now?
- ader perasaan ngantuk le

7. song you’re listening to?
- jujur

8. whom do you want to talk to right now?
- x de saper pon leh dibw borak

9. what are you going to talk about?
- nuthing

10. are you going to call him/her now?
- x mo…nnt kena mrh

11. is he/she going to text you today?
- yup…

::FUTURE::
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1. what are you going to do tomorrow morning
- breakfast

2. what are you going to eat for breakfast tomorrow??
- depends laa….mak beli pe sok itulah yg akn dimkn….

3. what are you going to be in 10 years?
- business woman mebbe…x pon housewife yg incomenyer ader laa around 10k…hahahaha

4. where are you going to live in 10 years?
- dunnno la….cm nk kl je

5. who do you think is going to be your soulmate?
- lorr……kalo ader jodoh x kemane

6. what kind of car are you going to have in 10 years?
- keter yg terhebat di zaman itu…

7. which nationality do you think your soul mate is from?
- m’sian laa kalo bleh

8. which culture are you going to put on for you wedding?
- kelantan mebbe….

::WHEN::

1. did you go to church?
- ader ke patot

2. did you last dine in? What type? a candle light?A formal dinner? A casual one ?
- casual je…sempoi2 ngan family je

3. did you last see your dentist?
- diz year lom

4. did you last feel so confused?
- alwayz

5. did someone take a picture of you?
- amik sendiri

6. did you last get together with your friends?
- lamer bangat dh x

7. did you last get a present?
- ntahhh

8. did you go for a holiday?
- nk bangat actualy….

Tak faham mengapa begitu sukar padamu
Melafazkan maaf atas kesalahan lalu
Walaupun nyata engkau menjadi punca
Tak pernah sekali mengaku bersalah

Kau harus sedia menghadapi kenyataan
Tiap manusia mempunyai kelemahan
Tampak sempurna hanyalah di luaran
Aku sepertimu tidak lepas dari kesilapan

Dengan kekasaran, Bukan kemenangan
Dengan keangkuhan, Bertembung keegoaan
Semaikan di jiwa, Kemurnian budi
Hingga hidup kita
Saling menghormati… menyayangi…

>>>>suddenly teringat laks kt diz song time me dok dgr pagi di ERA….cz topic 4 2day kat ERA…bout maaf…mal laks message tanyer me dgr x pagi di ERA?me tgh sewonot mndgrnyer…mal send sms kat ERA but asyik2 fail jeks…cian kat mal…npknyer buah fikiran dier x leh dishare ngan pendgr ERA yg lain…ader caller guy tuh ckp yg dier dh 4 thn kawin wif wife dier…dier je asyik kena mintak maaf…wife dier kekadang jek…ader caller pompuan laks…kater dier je asyik kena mintak maaf…ader sorg pemberi sms lak…kater dier n bf dier always giv n take….sumtime bf dier say sori…sumtime dier laks…ikut turn ker?…hehehehe….
saper yg wat salah dier laa mintak maaf…tp sumtime ego mengatasi segala2nye…look fwd my rumet case…lelaki yg slh actually…tp biler kiter nk perbetulkn dier nyer kesalahan…pandaila plak dier pusing2 sampaila jadi salah tuh kiter yg punyer…kiter yg wat actually…dier lak marah lebe2 over2….sampai si awek nih dh jd bengong2…dier x kesian ker?…x fikir yg awek dier nih tgh merana..sampai berhari2 x mkn nasi…bwk hati bwk diri blk kg…cian tau…
me pon seorg yg susah nk say sowi when dh wat salah actualy…but sumtime 4 org yg kiter syg…kite sanggup wat dat thin’…but tgk salah tuh camner laa…ringan ke…berat ker…leh diconsider ker….x leh didiscuss langsung ke…itz depends laa ek..kite yg wat salah mayb me leh say sori…tp if salah yg pusing2 belit2…tuh lbt skit laa..kena berfikir jap…pikir dlm2…kena wat ala2 yoga tuh…baru leh make decision….
org yg kite syg pon satu hal kekadang…naik myk laa tuh…kunon2 kiter syg dier bangat2…dier leh la wat gedik2…me ckp camni berdasarkn pengalaman hidup…bukan my life je…org lain gaks…org sekeliling yg kiter penah amik tau sejarah hidup dier ker…hehehehe…nk tg kiter merayu gamaknyer…nih bukan ayat menyokong pompuan semate2…cz ini ayat  org yg ditindas jap…unisex..hehehehehe…..x kire laa laki ke pompuan ker…ait?
in conclusion le….kiter kena giv n take…buang ego if kiter yg wat salah…jgn belit2..sampai  kite kehilangan org yg kiter syg…me penah dgr citer cm2…jgn jd perayu sgt if our partner yg wat salah…berani krn benar..hahahaha…melalut je laa…perthnkn hak2 kiter sbg pengguna…hehehe…

waahhhhh kenyang bangat…..2day ne masak ikan masak pindang n aym goreng(drumsticks)……smalam wings…hehehehe…..my mum makan terus kate kuah 2 pedas bangat..tp me mkn x raser pon kepedasannyer….y ek?…mulut me tebal mebbe…lidah pon tebal…hahahahha….pg td around 9 lebe a.m…iza send voice sms…yg mengatakn y me cal dier tp x ckp pape pn…n me dh pelik2..tp when me tgk kat dialled no……jelas n nyata bahawasanyer me mmg cal no. iza….my hanset pon ader hantu laa..cz time 2 me x pgg pon my hanset tau…me tgh drive…my hanset kat sit blakang…ayoooo!!!!!!!sowi ek lalin if me mengganggu tido mung…hehehehe….suara u sexy je la lalin…..
berbalik kpd kisah jujur td…me dh mls nk cont dh…later2 la ek…asyik2 ader je gangguan….
me rase my syg leh jwb 2days test…subject per ek?…mmm…jap nk tgk sms…ooo..subject EMD…sure bleh nyer…my aura say yes!!!!hehehehe….pi lunch 1st ek syg…b here dh mkn…dh kenyang bangat2….dun wory b hepi….syg ooo syg…i luv u luv u luv u…mmmuaaahh mmmuuaahh mmmuuuaaahhh……
nnt nk pi amik angah kat ptpl as usual laa….what time ek dier abis klas…not sure laa…..x pe…me dh nk pi ni…mls pi lewat2…berebut2 ngan org balik kejer….
my daddy x balik2 lagi nih…td dier pi maner pon me x tau…kuar cepat2..me soh mkn dulu x mo….kater nk cepat….my mum ckp dier pi byr per ntahhh…x dgr ngan clear actually…hehehehe
ari tuh kn me kater ader kekecohan berlaku kt umah sewa kt mlk tu ait?…meh kiter share…me also dunno y org mmu dtg serbu my umah sewa…dh laa tuh kot ye pon nk ngintai dlm umah pon…x kn laa sampai bukak tingkap bilik me n mal…kurang ajau laa 2….x redha dorg bukak…dosa besar…hahahaha…mencabuli2 hak2 privacy bilik anak dara…dunno sape yg report n menyebabkn umah me kena rush…but me very thankful to GOD…cz umah itu diserbu ketika me x der kat umah 2…me dh balik shah alam…alhamdulillah….me x nk jd saksi..me x nk terlibat langsung dlm perkara sebegitu…mintak jauh!!!!….tp saper yg report tu pon mmg x bertimbang raser…x ker time 2 mmu dh start cuti…biar je laa org nk berasmaradana ke…lantak pi laa….tp bagus gak…x la umah itu t’cemar sgt…even name umah itu already black list since ader incident yg hampir same dolu2…

cont sembang2….hehehehe…jujur nih x sumer org leh wat…b4 do diz thin…kiter kena ader katahanan fizikal n mental,rohani n jasmani,luaran n dalaman,zahir n batin n etc laa…sbbnyer..tanpe sumer tuh….kite x der keberanian…tanpe keberanian mimpi x menjadi kenyataan…melalut laks….hehehe….tanpe keberanian..kite x leh jujur cz biler kite nk jujur kite kena b’ckp benar….x leh jd penipu…sbb penipu slalunyer xkn jujur..hahaha…belit2 lak…penipu maner reti ckp benar…cz dier suker menipu…tp kn kwn2…tipu sunat x pe for me laa…tipu sunat tuh such as x nk protect sum1 ker..xnk bg org sede ker…cth x nk bg org sede ialah…x ingat what yr…tp my lil bro nyer meow accident…kena langgar lari…sede bangat dat time…cz me cam bangat ekor dier yg ala2 tersimpul tuh…dh laa meow my lil bro tuh br je lahirkn baby…so dier dh tglkn 5 ekor ank meow yg x tau pape…me n all my sis decide tuh tipu yg meow dier x balik2cz gatal nk kawin ngan meow lain…n he believe what we say….til now dier x tau yg meow dier tuh accident n mati…tuh ialah cth tipu yg dibenarkn…hehehehe….sambung nx time laa…my mum nk borak laks….hehehehehe

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>>>>>lagu 2 besh ait…me suke bangat dat song….sukernyer…hehehehe…but 2day nk ckp bout jujur…datz y laa me letak lagu 2…cz title dier jujur….radja yang nyanyi…luv u’ll radja…mmmuuuaahh mmmuuuaahh…..1 story yg leh nk ckp jd jujur tp membinasakn diri…n wat hidup merana…ialah kisah my rumet….cian kat dierr…cz of dier citer sumthin yg agak secret kt her blog….dier leh gado ngan bf dier…n til now pon x baik2 lagi…cian dier…dier just show dat dier unsatisfied wif small matter…n for me…dat matter 2 can solve je if bf dier say sorry kat dier…or guner2 je care aper2 utk berdamai….tp til now pon they’ll still x baik2…her bf now is M.I.A…missin in action….susah laa plak if try 2 do sume honest thin…
hope n wish dorg leh bebaik smule n b a luvly couple again…amiiinn…
me jujur gak per?…tgk admit2 ader bf kat dlm nih…certain ppl. suker sorok bf sorok gf tau…me x…hehehe…x tipu org yg me still single ker?…just x put pic me together2 wif my syg je..hehehe…later me letak ek…nk pi cook laa…..smbung nx time ek…marilah kiter bergumbira dgn menyanyikn lagu jujur…lalalalalala

my lil bro-pie dh pi school…ader cocu….nk main badminton katernyer?…my syg dh mkn?…sure dh ait…kater td pi tapau fud…after nih nk tgk my hanset ader x msg from dier..td ingat turun nk minum air je…datz y llaa x bwk hanset 2gether…tp me mmg type yg x bwk hanset kemane2…berat le…almaklumlaa hanset besau…hehehehe…x de laa…sayang…besh x lunch?…td nk tulis pasal nih actually..mmu sucks man!!…ader ke patut ajar my dad bukak my result later..dh laa result k.o…dh me x pandai nk wat cmner..lecturer pon pilih kasih…ader kawan pon x tolong….seingat me laa…me n my lalin iza slalu share je pe yg kitorg tau bout xm…me n my dear on…by,akmal,ina…sumer share everythin yg related ngan I.B subject…tp ader org x wat cm2….x tlg kwn…kwn mkn kwn…read my song below…n u will know what i mean…dat song me dedicate for kwn yg x ingat kwn…btol laa org kater rambut same itam tp hati lain2…tp memandangkn org zaman skrang..rambut pon color macam2…so hati lagi la macam2…hahahaha….but itz diff wif d’vass n ngekngok…coz we’ll like adik-badik..tau x whatz mean adik badik yg baik laa….datz mean air yg dicincang xkn putus….me n iza close bangat sampai muke pon nk iras2 dh…just dier 2 kecik bangat cm semut…..n me besa cm hyppo…hehehehe….we’ll just gune eye contact or aura contact….sure tau je what she nk cakap n what me nk told dier…hahaha…terer x?…tp x de laa sampai we got same bf kan iza…iza ader safwan..me ader aimran….nnt me beli card reader me upload la my syg nyer pic…cz my cable rosak laa…iza kiter klik2 ek nnt….sure besh…kite kn model professional…very d fogenik tau….jgn jeles ek sumer org…nk pi output kecik laa actualy…tp nk abiskn story dulu…tp x pe la…nk naik bilik jap…nk pi toilet….x thn dh nih…bubye sumer….daaaa~~~~~~~~~…..

##x saba nk tg nx kenduri kawin…me nk mkn nasi myk..ader x sesape nk jemput or bwk me pi kenduri kawin…nk itot…nk itot…nk itot….

Kecantikan Lelaki

Kecantikan seorang lelaki bukan kepada rupa fizikal tetapi pada murni rohani. Lelaki yang cantik,adalah:-

Kecantikan lelaki berdiri di atas kemuliaan hati.Seluruh kecantikan Yang ada pada Nabi Muhammad adalah kecantikan yang sempurna seorang lelaki.

Kegagahan Wanita

Kegagahan seorang wanita bukan kepada pejal otot badan,tetapi pada Kekuatan perasaan. Perempuan yang gagah,adalah:-

Wallahualam

Very sexy. Talkative.
Energetic. Sarcastic.Flirt. Outstanding
kisser. cute.

tol ke me like dat…me copy kat bulletin board td….hehehehehhe…..cancer nye ppl cm2 ler…cm x caye je….very sexy….nope…sexy skit2 mebbe…talkative….2 semestinyer…energetic…only for certai thin’ je laa….cm shoppin ke,jln2 ke,yg cm gitu2 je laa…if nk tg me wat wall climbin’ ker….tg laa sampai dunia terbalik po mmg x laa…hahahahahaha….sarcastic…datz mean sindir ait…kalo x silap laa ek…x tau laa kalo salah….me ne bute english skit…yg tu pon ye gak…hahaha…me ni jahat laa….flirt….mane ader….kalo nk wat…wat btol2 laa…tipu2 watpe…..outstandin’ kisser…whatz dat?…lawak laa…2kan depends on other perception laa gaks….cute…exactly…cz org tembam mmg cute..so me tembam..datz y laa cute…..hehehehe

bertemu kembali kite di arena bloggin…hehehehe….how r u?…me fine jeks…2day nk talk bout what ek?….ader topic besh x?…mmmm….x der laa…so me nk tell bout 2morrow plannin’ lerr…2morrow we decided 2 celebrate hanie’s besday kat mid valley….so 2morrow me pi mid valley again….aper plan yg seterusnyer me x tau….pi tgk lam khong ke lom khang ek?…dh x ingat laa by…hehehehe…whateva laa…yg penting sape2 yg dok seblah me akan jd my victim utk elakkan serangan hantu…hahahahahaha….nk pilih saper ek…aida,by or hanie….rase cm nk pilih besday gurl je….pilih hanie laa….to my syg..nasib baik x senget ur shoulder ari 2 ait?…takut laa tgk d wig tuh….tp endin je bengong..penat je takut2….td dgr lagu yg mal suker….from indon gaks….ratu..kenal x….lagu dier yg ngetop 2…bes laa gak dat song…mesti iza dh tau lagu ni berkurun2 yg lampau…cz dier laa my sifu indon….sumer lagu indon dier amik tau…dr sekecil2 band sampaila sebesar2 band….dr band jiwang sampaila band nasyid…am i rite mizz iza???…it ait…hehehe….malu nk admit laa 2…terer bangat dier nih……